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Oryza Sativa
02:15
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You’ve held me enough that I didn’t feel anything this time
And my hands were asleep so I didn’t feel anything at all
I’m sorry I moved, I’m sorry the phone rang
I didn’t mean to ruin it
I didn’t mean anything at all
But it still happened
My sheets still smell like you
But I can’t bring myself to wash them
But I can’t bring myself to wash them
And my hands still smell like you
But I can’t bring myself to wash them
But I can’t bring myself to wash them
Anymore
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2. |
I'm Finally Hungry Again
05:44
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I can’t relax
I guess I wouldn’t have expected it
But you say that someone’s gotta get it over with
I don’t want to work I don’t want to eat
I want someone to complain to
I want someone who will listen and try to help
And then I’ll get upset that they try and understand
It’s silly thinking, it’s silly thinking
It matters that much
Why relax?
When I could come home to more stress?
Even if I tried to raise my voice, the sound won't carry far enough
I don’t believe in chance
I missed you again
There aren’t powers
There’s just people
There aren’t powers
There’s just people
There aren’t powers
There’s just people
And there’s assholes
Like me
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In a narrow hallway,
I was spray painting
I didn’t mean to inhale, but I did anyways
And I felt my head go to shit
It started frightening me
One day I won’t be able to skip stairs
Or walk without a limp
My knees will be too frail for my body
I am tired of seeing those two together
She missed my birthday because of him
But I don’t want to call her out
I don’t need her pity
I am not obsessed with myself
And now I’m at the same tempo as the Ending of Dramamine
And I never even liked that song
It dragged on too long
But I was young, I am thin, I had money, and I love you
But then came the shabbity bop bop ba shibba day oh yeah
Shabbity bop bop ba shibba day-
Fuck
I am 17
Sex is the only goal
I am 17 and I don’t know how to touch you
But that doesn’t mean
That “I fucked Tyler before we were dating”
“I fucked Tyler before he was into me”
And you say it eating chicken at a coffee table,
Buffalo sauce all over your fingers
And your lips smack together and I don’t wanna see it
But I only remember because I wrote it down
And I didn’t have another option
I miss you, don’t taunt me
I miss you, don’t taunt me
If you had to, would you tell him what you told me?
If he asked you, would you tell him what you told me?
It got worse from where it started
I can try to be a better person
I will try to be a bigger person
I cannot control what I say
I can only control how you take it
But lately, you haven’t touched anything
Lately you’ve been getting mad at little things
And you lied,
You went home and got high on halloween night
And I didn’t say shit about it
I shoulda said shit about it
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4. |
Time to Move on
06:50
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I no longer have a way with words
I will stutter, I will break
I am fragile, my hair doesn’t slick back
It just hangs limp off my head
And half the time, I don’t know what I’m feeling
I didn’t mean to get attached
But do you know yet?
This vehicle makes wide turns and it doesn’t stop for pedestrians
I could call you a bitch, I could call you a lot of things
But I wouldn’t mean them
‘Cause I put my head down just to see if you would notice
I got up when you didn’t notice
It’s time to move on
It’s time to move on
It’s time to move on
If you give it a name you can call it whatever you’d like
But it’s real
If you give it a home it’ll crawl back eventually
You harbor a piece of me
And I know it’s bullshit when you
Say you’re over it
‘Cause I have said the same things
And still I cannot completely erase your space in the place right next to me
At least she turns around
It’s time to move on
It’s time to move on
It’s time to move on
And I know one day I will regret this
And I know one day I will come up with better words than this
But today I am angry
And tomorrow I will not remember why
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5. |
S.U.M.K.
03:42
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I find it much more comforting when you are at home
And we are both alone
But now I am afraid I have stuck my foot in my mouth
And it's not coming out
Anytime soon
And if my friendly banter offends you
Just know that I was never a friend to begin with
This is love but it's not and now I'll never have a gun again
I did not get drunk on New Year's Eve
I did not get plastered
I watched the countdown on a shitty YouTube live-stream
And when the ball dropped I realized
I was still in someone else's house
But if my witty banter offends you
nine times out of ten,
The joke goes over your head
And so nine times out of ten
You have no right to be offended
Because you couldn't understand that I was talking about you
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